Big girls dont cry ;

Zeq,

Big girls dont cry ;

I want to focus on my study, which I think would be a lot easier than focusing on my messed-up life.

what has been happening to me lately? 

I know Tuhan takkan menguji hambaNya dengan sesuatu yang tidak dapat mereka tempuhi,

but at some point of time I feel like giving up.

Ive been looking for something I could hold on ,

so that I wont go into something stupid like commiting suicide.

(okay forget about the commiting suicide thingy, dont worry Im not into it, just saying it for fun in this blog, errrr?)

The least I can do right now is to be patient.

For how long? Im not even sure.

I just want to be happy like the old times,

It is now July, and August will be hitting us soon.

Then will come September and our Aidilfitri falls on the very first of September if Im not mistaken,

am I going home for Raya celebration this year?

I havent yet to decide. Hmmmm

better to stay here and keep on studying.

at least I know I'll be very happy if I get an excelent result.

right?

I promise not to cry anymore.

whatever happens.yeahh whatever happens.